See My Shadow Changing
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"Forty-Six & 2" is a song by American rock band Tool. The song is consistent with the sound by which Tool has become famous, and, like many of Tool's recordings from the album from which the song comes, Ænima, is lyrically sophisticated, addressing a number of complicated issues.

The title references an idea first conceived by Carl Jung concerning the possibility of reaching a state of evolution where the body would have two more than the normal 46 chromosomes. Furthermore, the song references a wish to experience change through the "shadow"; an idea which represents the parts of one's personality that one hates and fears, which also exists as a recurring theme in the work of Carl Jung. Since the human DNA holds 44 (autosomes) and 2 (sex) chromosomes, the next step of evolution would likely have 46 and 2 chromosomes in their DNA, according to Jung. Along with this is the idea behind the anima/animus influences on human behavior. Again referencing the album title, the anima/animus is believed to be the subconscious influence on the dream patterns of human beings.

Tool has not been shy about referencing controversial and little-held beliefs in many of their other songs. For instance, they used a clip from Art Bell's radio show as the basis of the track "Faaip De Oiad" on their album Lateralus, as well as continued the consciousness theme on the single "Schism".

There is an overall spiritual meaning and/or perspective to many of Maynard James Keenan's lyrics for Tool, as exemplified by this song, as well as the aforementioned songs in their follow-up album Lateralus, and perhaps these perspectives are conveyed in a more direct way (as opposed to using metaphor) in their second single from Lateralus, "Parabola".

(Source: Wikipedia.org)
Lyrics
My shadow's
shedding skin and
I've been picking
scabs again.
I'm down
digging through
my old muscles
looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
and insecure delusions
for a piece to cross me over
or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in

My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
my scabs again.

I've been crawling on my belly
clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
and insecure delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I choose to live and to
grow, take and give and to
move, learn and love and to
cry, kill and die and to
be paranoid and to
lie, hate and fear and to
do what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to
lie, kill and give and to
die, learn and love and to
do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing,
stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
by stepping through my shadow,
coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
forty six and two are just ahead of me.